{"id":781,"date":"2013-10-02T16:03:51","date_gmt":"2013-10-02T23:03:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/?p=781"},"modified":"2013-10-02T16:03:51","modified_gmt":"2013-10-02T23:03:51","slug":"suffocating","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/?p=781","title":{"rendered":"Suffocating"},"content":{"rendered":"I got to thinking about suffocating. There are days I feel like life is swallowing me whole; there are days where I feel carefree and believe anything can happen. But the former days make me feel like suffocating. I feel as if I cannot get out of the situation; I feel I am in limbo. Does the suffocating ever stop? Will those carefree days become few and far between? I worry that I will be suffocating for awhile. It’s the end of the suffocation that I look forward to. And I know that day is imminent; I have faith. I must be patient.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"