{"id":342,"date":"2012-05-27T14:49:19","date_gmt":"2012-05-27T21:49:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/?p=342"},"modified":"2012-05-27T14:49:19","modified_gmt":"2012-05-27T21:49:19","slug":"if-you-were-here-beside-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/?p=342","title":{"rendered":"If you were here beside me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p id=\"top\" \/>I got to thinking about\u2026 if you were here beside me. I would tell you that I\u2019ve missed you; I would tell you that every stupid fight we\u2019ve had doesn\u2019t matter. We are invincible. The long nights without your soothing voice, well, it\u2019s driving me mad. I miss it all. I miss seeing your handsome, perfect face. And I don\u2019t expect this sadness to subside without a fight. I\u2019ve come to realize that I\u2019m simply lost without you. I don\u2019t need you; I want you. I want you to be near me. Always. The decision you made as a teenager changed my life; we got to be near each other. Always. In the words of Gary Lightbody: \u201cthe curve of you was curved on me.\u201d Forever and always.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I got to thinking about\u2026 if you were here beside me. I would tell you that I\u2019ve missed you; I would tell you that every stupid fight we\u2019ve had doesn\u2019t matter. We are invincible. The long nights without your soothing &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/?p=342\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":115,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=342"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":343,"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/342\/revisions\/343"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/115"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=342"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=342"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carolineadejong.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=342"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}